'Rumblings are a sign of life, presence, communication and connection': Launching Poorhara by Michelle Rahurahu
17th Oct 2024
On Wednesday 9 October at Unity Books Wellington we were very happy to launch the brilliant first novel by Michelle Rahurahu, Poorhara, with readings from essa may ranapiri, Ruby Solly, and Michelle herself. Michelle's editor, Jasmine Sargent, gave the following speech.
Michelle with her pukapuka
It is said that when Ranginui and Papatuuaanuku were separated by
their children, their grief was so intense that the tamariki turned their
mother over to face Rarohenga, the underworld. At the time, Ruuaumoko, known to
us as the atua of earthquakes and volcanoes, was still at her breast, and
turned with her. In some koorero, his entrapment was an accident; in others he
was intentionally left with Papatuuaanuku to keep her company. And so, the
story of Ruuaumoko is a coin with two sides: on one, wrongful imprisonment; and
on the other, loving companionship—all in the presence of grief.
If we take that coin and toss it, it lands on the cover of Poorhara. And if we open the book to the
first page, we find Erin, a young wahine Maaori, sitting in her bedroom. She is
watching a bulge in her ceiling, praying that it doesn’t burst. If the bulge
bursts, the landlord might sell their house. If he does that, her whaanau will
have nowhere to live. The scene slowly expands to reveal her two aunties and
her uncle in the kitchen, and four or five young moko tearing through the
hallways. The family has been in the house for twenty years. Today is their
koro’s seventieth birthday, and Erin’s favourite cousin, Star, is on his way
home to visit for the first time in years.
Before the end of the day, the bulge in Erin’s bedroom will burst.
This is the first in a cascading series of eruptions, the first release of what
simmers beneath the story, these characters, this whaanau, our people. Poorhara’s blurb begins, ‘It is 178
years since colonisation’, and the reverberations of that fact are everything.
This is a whaanau who are strugglingto pool
their dwindling resources, both financial and cultural, to ensure their
continued survival in two separate and conflicting worlds. Like Ruuaumoko, Erin
and Star are buried beneath stratified layers of grief, hurt, trauma and
dislocation. And we see that same duality of experience—are the cousins held
captive there, or are they merely being held?
*
I have spent many hours over many months with Michelle in this book. I
have watched her gently guide Star and Erin through the rapids and the eddies
of their lives, seen her send them in one direction, walk them back and coax
them in another. I have knowledge of them that they’re yet to realise in
themselves. I feel certain I could close my eyes and trace the shape of the
narrative from memory, recalling every dip and peak.
So, when I returned to Poorhara
recently as a reader, I was surprised by how much was still there for me to
discover. It felt as though the ground had shifted, revealing layers and layers
of meaning, and it was only then that I truly saw the expansive presence of Ruuaumoko.
He is there when the bulge bursts. He boils beneath Star’s abcessed tooth, and
in the mountain behind the urupaa where Erin’s mother lies. He sits deep within
the family secrets and with their buried knowledge. He even vibrates through Star’s
phone as Baycorp calls again and again. He’s there in every argument, every
outburst, every opening and slamming of every door. His is a constant rumbling
promise.
Ruuaumoko is also there when Erin erupts from a pile of blankets in
the backseat of Star’s car, having secretly stowed away in the aftermath of
their koro’s birthday. Star is rightfully shocked; Erin refuses to be taken
home. Although, it must be said that this pivotal moment does not belong to Ruuaumoko
alone—the discerning reader will sense the presence of another famous pootiki.
This is Erin’s Maaui moment. And true to Maaui form, this will be the catalyst
for all that follows. Desperate to escape, too scared to go back, spurred on by
a restless need for connection, and on a quest for answers, Erin will convince
Star to take a road trip to their ancestral whenua.
The difference between them and Maaui, Star will tell us, was that Maaui had a system of protectors, allies—he had people who
would tear out their own jawbones, or pluck their own fingernails off, just to
see him succeed. Maybe a cousin with a car was enough.
What Star fails to mention here is that this is not just any car—it’s
a 1994 Daihatsu Mira with an expired warrant. It is one of the smallest
vehicles known to humankind. It has one of those cassette-tape auxiliary
adaptors. It is packed nearly to the roof with tissues, blankets, clothing,
warm cans of Haagen, Big Mac boxes and other assorted rubbish. But it’s there,
amid the general detritus of Star’s life, that we squeeze in between Star and
Erin, and a random stray dog, and join them on their hero’s journey.
*
In essa’s endorsement for Poorhara,
they say Michelle’s characters are so stunningly well-realised they will walk into your dreams at night.
And if I had to come away from Poorhara
with just one lasting impression, it would be this. As the road unfurls before
Star and Erin, as the Mira’s odometer creeps up towards what I can only assume
must be the 300,000k mark, we are their privileged observers. Rich and
unrelenting, heartbreaking and hilarious, their internal worlds are as
expansive and ambitious as the land around them, and as turbulent and hot as
the roiling atua beneath. But the true beauty lies in what is spoken—truly some
of the best dialogue I’ve ever read—and in what is shared. In who they are
together.
It goes without saying that the concept of home has a powerful presence in Poorhara. And over the course of a book Erin and Star will show us that it doesn’t necessarily exist on Google Maps. The cousins have run from their family home in search of their whenua and, in the inbetween, found temporary lodging in Star’s broken little car. But how long and how far can one 1994 Daihatsu Mira with a cassette-tape auxiliary adaptor actually go? Poorhara will show us that when the tread of a tyre is replaced by footprints in the earth, when the dying roar of a motor becomes the sound of two hearts beating, we are closer to home than we realise.
*
Ruuaumoko saves his most spectacular display for the final chapters of
Poorhara. And in the aftermath, as
the world begins to cool, we see Star and Erin’s landscape has shifted again.
We realise that, of Ruuaumoko’s two diverging fates, perhaps both things can be
true: one can be caught while also being loved. The fire that breaks the
surface is also the one that brings us warmth, and no good change comes about
without agitation. Most importantly, rumblings are a sign of life, presence,
communication and connection. And if we’re allowing room for multiple truths,
it might be worth acknowledging the third version of Ruuaumoko’s story, which
has him still in utero when his parents were separated. He exists as boundless
potential, in the most tapu state of all.
A closing thought: the final chapter in Poorhara is called ‘Ka Puta’, which means to appear, escape, get
out, survive, or be born. Which might be unrelated. But it’s something to
ponder.
With that, I’m now going to pivot, with the grace and agility of a
bald-tyred Daihatsu, back to the thing that definitely is appearing, getting out or being born this evening.
And so, please raise your glasses in celebration of this phenomenal
book. To Poorhara, to Star and Erin,
to the tuupuna who walk before us, the atua who hum beneath us, and the stories
that sit within us. To Michelle, and your absolute, explosive brilliance. Thank
you. You’re the reason we all keep going.
Mauri ora e te whaanau.
Poorhara (paperback, $38), is out now at Unity Books, all other good bookstores, and here on our website.
Michelle signing books after her launch